Random Thought

Ever wondered what's the pain you sometimes feel when you're lonely? Is it the pain of loneliness, the wait or is it you're heart's way of saying you need somebody.

What is it that makes us feel sad, disappointed or lonely? Ever wondered about that. It's a word called expectations. We expect to be loved all the time, to be enveloped by friends and family that we forgot that they don't last . In the end its gonna be you alone whose gonna meet your maker. Well, if there is one in any case.

If its gonna be us till the very end, then why do we have to surround us with people that you don't care about or those who don't care about you?

It's time

lost in the world
think no more
there's nothing to do here
go jump before you're scared

Go jump before you're scared
there's nothing here
go Meet you end
ur time is near

wishing is such a waste of time
it doesn't get u a dime
at least do it this time
go before you're made to toe the line

go jump off the cliff
no its not the time to be stiff
fear is only temporary
after that peace will set in

soon the world will forget you
go before they don let you
time is running out
its just a moment of pain
after that there's peace to gain

Friendship

Friend is the world's most under rated and overused expression!!

They'll be the ones who'll be there for you when you're puking your guts out after a long night of drinking.. They'll be the ones who would be laughing their ass off the next day at you and they would have been the ones who forcefully took u to the bar the day before. They'd be the ones who would have told you 'bhai mere saath to ek peg maar le, tujhe meri kasam!!!' .

They have an ambiguous role in your life.. They'll go from scolding you like a father for some stupid mistake , to mothering you if you're not well to being that naughty brother/sister and playing pranks on others.. They are all this and they are more. They're your life and they're the reason you enjoi life.

Wondering

withering deep within the heart.. you may think of them.. cannot fathom why they did somehing .. that made u vent..

alone in the world u came.. think u can live alone.. what of the fond memories .. that she gave u.. now alone in the dessert of heart.. lonliness comes at large..

Can you find that happiness?

Among the loneliness i walk..
wondering if life has something for me.. something i was meant to do..
but cannot for the life of me fathom what that is .. if that is what i am here for..
am i someone meant to do something that ppl will remember me for..
or am i like thousands other loosers walking on the face of this planet ..
trying to find happiness and satisfaction .. and all we get is nothing but depression..
Or is it?? if we look closely.. we will find that we all have something ..
something ppl will remember u for..
maybe our lyf won't be written into a book .. maybe we won't be remembered by the future generations ..
maybe we won't be mentioned in the history texts..
but we will be remembered and happy while we live..
if we can find that happiness in our hearts..

Life..

In the wilderness.. Swirling abyss of time..
Quenching the thirst of knowledge and drying the tears rolling down the cheecks...
Life continues to test us.. It matters not what we achieve..
What matters is how we achieve.. And who is with u till the end..
Coz frienships are forged during the hard times.. Not over a drag of smoke.. Or a drink

That wasn't a LIE(Origional Composition)

WHY am i here
WHEN she's is there
waitng for some one
some one that's me

she hates me now
but cant get her outa my mind
she no longer wants to talk
she believes i told a lie

I stood up wid her present
that was a mistake i made
but i dont give a damn now
still dont know why
cant get her outa my mind

she played the game
and said good bye
she didn't like me telling her the LIE


oh GOD !! tell her
that wasn't a lie
for her i dont exist anymore
she still thinks i m a mad man !!!